E-Portfolio
Joan's E-portfolio.
Biography
Ang Si Min Joan
-'Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, the mind can achieve.'
-Trusting individual
-Values close, personal relationships
-Work to avoid conflict and sudden changes
-Prefers to work in a team role
Achievements
Education
'O' Level, Combined Humanities (Elective Geography & Social Studies) - A1
Ngee Ann Polytechnic - Diploma in Tourism & Resort Management
-FABM (Food & Beverage Management)
sometimes you dont need to be in the exact experince to feel how's is it like..after reading junjie blog.i suddenly feels..?i dont know how to describe this feeling..from this particular view of a guy...a heartbroken guy.
i know i would be doing the same thing to him?i really wonder if he would be feeling the way,experincing the same pain..comparing to rachel..i am worst.from what i know,she DID give in her love,doing everything for her relationship.now looking at the guilty me.what had i done as a girlfriend?
i dont reply messages or pick up his call..i flirt with other guys and went out with him today..sit in his car and even went up to his house.let him be touchy...and i sort of assure him that we will meet soon?what exactly am i thinking?
the reason for me to set up this private blog.is so that i could blog all i want and not considering who might be my potential audience?oh crap. it's all excuse..main reason is that i cant hide all my 'dirty' secrets with me anymore.i need to blog them all out..and yet i cant let people know that i am such a desperate girl over here.
seriouly i dont even really know myself..i enjoy all those attention.i really wonder if other girls think this way too.all those times i tried to suan rachel,i think i am just so jealous of her..like how come all the guys are attracted to her..and even my boyfriend now.not that he is now.but i cant be too sure rites?and now that i am such a sucky girlfriend..
never commit if you're not sure if you'll stay committed.i know how to say out so easily.but in my case,i am afraid that if i dont commit, i will lose that attention..what's i am afraid is so scary.it is leading me to hell.sometimes,it's too late when it's time for 'lesson learnt'......
i know i would be doing the same thing to him?i really wonder if he would be feeling the way,experincing the same pain..comparing to rachel..i am worst.from what i know,she DID give in her love,doing everything for her relationship.now looking at the guilty me.what had i done as a girlfriend?
i dont reply messages or pick up his call..i flirt with other guys and went out with him today..sit in his car and even went up to his house.let him be touchy...and i sort of assure him that we will meet soon?what exactly am i thinking?
the reason for me to set up this private blog.is so that i could blog all i want and not considering who might be my potential audience?oh crap. it's all excuse..main reason is that i cant hide all my 'dirty' secrets with me anymore.i need to blog them all out..and yet i cant let people know that i am such a desperate girl over here.
seriouly i dont even really know myself..i enjoy all those attention.i really wonder if other girls think this way too.all those times i tried to suan rachel,i think i am just so jealous of her..like how come all the guys are attracted to her..and even my boyfriend now.not that he is now.but i cant be too sure rites?and now that i am such a sucky girlfriend..
never commit if you're not sure if you'll stay committed.i know how to say out so easily.but in my case,i am afraid that if i dont commit, i will lose that attention..what's i am afraid is so scary.it is leading me to hell.sometimes,it's too late when it's time for 'lesson learnt'......
