okays..TOMMOROW IS A SATURDAY!!like finally luhs..i realised i was home late everyday for this week!beside all the nagging i got from my parents.it also explain why i am so tired now..
well well..let's see what i've did.mon-'went' for basketball trial but end up crashing SP.tue-went for touch rugby trial.wed-went for dinner with alan, edwin, jieheng didi, mervin, weechong and weishen!thurs-touch rugby training.fri-MAGNUM training!!
hmm..i shall talk about today.went for CATS again..still, the lecturer refuse to look at me.LOL.after that was SW, tennis.woah..quite fun..but i very noob at it.hahas!the lesson ends very fast, so didnt really play alot.ohhya!i saw linjiaojiao at the sport complex today!miss my beloved coach sia.and of course miss sitting in her orange car.hahas.she ask me to join basketball. nah..4years is enough.lol.actually i wanted to go find her after the tennis session.but realised i need to go back myself.i gave up the idea.opps!
went to look for jj instead..and.both of us head for the MAGNUM trainin!actually not very keen to go at first but already tell jj that i'll be going..so yupps.feel so out of place at first.but soon after things starts getting better.btw..i SERIOUSLY HATE PT lah..i run till i wanna faint.MAGNUM's training is really tough lah..no kidding!
so yupps.i am very very tired now.because of the training..so good night peeps!
okies..i realised i havent yet get over with it.everywhere we went before reminds me of him.i feel so miserable at times..i feel so lonely and so empty inside.seriously i really dont know why.this is so unlike me.i am definitely not like that in the past.i dont like this feeling at all.i tried to get myself in everything, so that i have not much chance to be alone, and starts thinking.i cant stop myself from doing that.i think he had long get over with it and maybe like some other girl already.and why am i here, still standing on the exact same spot he had left me?i dunno why...
but i can laugh and play with my friends now.so i am not emo now..i am just sad.very sad.