i can be ranked the laziest blogger! yeah~ hahas. i read all my friends' blog and realised my blog is the most not updated one. so saddening huh. so yupps. i shall update now!
okays.. since i didnt update for so long (but at least i didnt update like once every week like ellis. hoho.), i dont know where to start from. my poly life is oh-so-interesting everyday! hahas. guess i'll start from tuesday then.
TUESDAY: (trying very hard to recall..) ohh no! i forgot.. =p
nevermind! i shall start from friday instead. hees..
FRIDAY: went school earlier to meet for CATS project. hope that we can do well for the presentation next week! and gladys should participate actively in return. wahahahas. after CATS, we slack around before heading for our S&W. actually i somehow regretted joining tennis. maybe i should had join hip-hop instead. or basically some sports with air-con facility lah.. now i really getting tanner and tanner le nor.. chao tar.
i am supposed to go for my magnum training after that. but decided to skip it due to blah reasons (i know you people will take it as excuses so i might as well skip it.. hahas). so i ended up in SP to celebrate derrick's birthday. you should feel super honoured luhs. i pon training lehs! so yupps. slack at their music room(?) and create a surprise video for birthday boy. and we planned a very special way to deliver it to him. hahas. uber hilarious i tell you.. mervin and weishen have talent in acting luhs..
went to holland v for dinner after that. XO crab bee hoon. very little XO added nor. i remember i last time i ate there, the taste very strong de nor. think the cook scared we get drunk there? lol.
and yupps.. went home after that. end.
TODAY: wake up early in the morning. to go gym so as to compensate for the missed training on friday. everybody else woke up late/didnt wake up. actually already have this 'bad feeling' when i leave house le.. so end up only junjie and me went.
(okay, i decided to include this part in. the emo part. no more in smaller fronts or different colour.. somehow emo-ing has become part of my life.. no idea since when. okay, or maybe i know...)
on the bus ride to cck, while waiting for junjie to reach. i just couldnt stop thinking.. why cant i just get over with it? i hate it when i totally feel so helpless when he walk past me. i hate it when i have to pretend he's just another normal friend of mine when wenbin talk about him. and i dont know why i am blogging all this out.. other people who post emo stuff on their blog would maybe say that they need somewhere to 'vent' it all out.. but truth is they can just write it in their own private dairy or something.. okay. maybe i am wrong. i dont know. but the reason i am blogging out. is so that people can see? i am just a attention-seeker. and wth, i am blogging like this is a private blog. but i dont really care anymore, i am too tired to care.